Friday
I walk in the sound of my mother calling my name, my father
following behind me having brought me from the bus. I drop my bags and
automatically breathe a sigh of relief…home , finally !
It’s the little things for me that make me feel relaxed
again, makes me feel back to normal in my cozy little house. The sight of my
room exactly the way I left it last week, my photos , my books and bits and
bobs that together give a picture of who I am.
The smell of vanilla candle burning in the bathroom and the
delicious aroma of milk and honey hand-wash that lingers long after I have left
the room.
I have quite a few quirks, one being that I love to come
home and put on a big hoodie or cardigan and relax, this is not the most
attractive sight, but my word is it comfy . Comfort is vital – the little
things go a long way. I kneel at the edge of my bed, saying my prayers before I
go to sleep, a thing I do at college…but the prayer always seems to much more
in tune when I am at home, maybe I feel more focused , closer to God. When I am
here my heart is in it that little bit extra when I am at the edge of my own
bed.There is nothing like crawling into your OWN bed after leaving it for a
week…. it excites me…sad as it might sound, but it really does. I pull the
covers almost all the way up, until only my eyes are uncovered and I look up to
the winnie the pooh lamp shade that is hanging from my roof. I am an 18 year
old child.
Saturday
I love Autumn . I love the fresh crisp feeling of October
air, the leaves falling from the trees daintily and gracefully and landing on
the cold ground . I love getting to wear
big cardigans and boots and scarves and hats . I love how when my breath
escapes of lips outside, the cold air reacts to the warmth of my breath and for
a moment makes my air visible, I’m sure there is some scientific term for this,
but for me this is cool and beautiful . It takes my breath away….
Another perk about coming home from college is seeing my niece,
getting a big bear hug from her as she runs through out front door into my
arms. I am now no longer aunty Aoife , or Aoife but I have gradually become Eef
– cute.
Visiting my nana is one of my favourite parts of being home
also. Her house at this time of year constantly smells of baking – Christmas
cakes and Christmas pudding , the combined smell of cinnamon , mixed spices,
almonds and whatever else she puts into the mixture . Sitting down with my nana
drinking tea as she asks me how my week was, is what makes my week. No one
makes tea like my nana. Truth be told one of the things I miss the most about
home is seeing my nana every day, but it makes the times I do see her all the
more special, sitting in her kitchen drinking tea , eating chocolate cake and
talking to her , my dad and my aunties is so special and so worthwhile.
So I sit here, in my pjs, fluffy socks, a big cardigan and a
cup of tea , embracing everything that is autumn and home. Sitting on my window
sill gazing out at the night sky , the stars twinkle above me something I can’t
see in the city , something that makes me feel at home. The lights of my town radiate an orangey glow
in the distance, far enough away as to not interfere with my stars .
All of this is what makes me remember that Home really is
where my heart is.
Aoife Marie Elizabeth ♪